Is it possible.....?
Could it be......?
I think so (:
I can say that here lately I have had some pretty rough ups and downs....
Roger and I breaking up, me canceling my test. to having some of the greatest people enter into my life.
I have my high school best friend back in my life. I have another best friend who is soon to be my roommate.. My job which i love, because of the people there... I know they are in my life for a reason.. to the amazing guy who has stolen my heart. I really couldnt be happier...
My downs still come out... like when am i gonna take this friggin test.... when is my money situation ever going to get better.. when is my ex going to stop texting and calling everyone that was on his cell phone bill this past month to try and figure out who i have been talking to... hello..... why do you want to know??
Anyways So just a random thought...
People always say he is in your past for a reason, dont go back to the past... ok well then people in the same breath say well if he comes back then you know he is the one.... LOL hello that makes no since whats so ever!
so anyways... im addicted to pinterest... i have planned every Christmas gift and every house decor... lol i stay on it all the time! :) :)
Im getting a new kitty this weekend... not sure if its a boy or a girl.. but its pretty.and then in about 3 weeks ill have Rupert living with me... :) he is a BOXER!!!! WHOOO finally a dog.. and not only a dog but my protector and my exercise buddy! :)
Callie is taking her test in like 2 1/2 weeks so we have been studying non stop.. when i get paid again i am going to pay for my test and try to take it in January :)
anyways I am going to bed.. staying up till 2:30 and getting up at 5:30 is starting to kick my butt. but it was worth every second! :)
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Love
Love is when your heart races and you cant breathe when you are looking into his eyes.
Love is when he grabs your hand and sizes it up with his.
Love is when you stare into each others eyes and you get lost in the moment and realize that God created this creature just for you.
Love is when your getting ready for your date and your butterflies get so bad you scream out loud.
Love is when you walk up to him and all you know to do is breathe and smile and thank God for this amazing person.
Love is when you think about that person every second of every minute and every minute of everyday.
Love is when you lay your head on his chest and realize your heart beat matches his and you breathe the exact same.
Love is when you say the same thing at the same exact time.
Love is when you cry everytime he isnt around to talk to him when you need it most.
Love is when you cry during the sweetest kiss you've ever had.
Love is when you see a shooting star and just smile because your wish has already come true.
Love is when you cant sleep because your thinking about him too much
Love is when you realize no one or nothing else matters as long as he is around
Love is when you dont want to miss a second of his life
Love is when you want to experince life with him.
LOVE is the most amazing thing that God has created. I could sit here and go on and on and on about love.
Love is a strong word and the most meaningful word ever invented.
Love love love love
:) ALM
Love is when he grabs your hand and sizes it up with his.
Love is when you stare into each others eyes and you get lost in the moment and realize that God created this creature just for you.
Love is when your getting ready for your date and your butterflies get so bad you scream out loud.
Love is when you walk up to him and all you know to do is breathe and smile and thank God for this amazing person.
Love is when you think about that person every second of every minute and every minute of everyday.
Love is when you lay your head on his chest and realize your heart beat matches his and you breathe the exact same.
Love is when you say the same thing at the same exact time.
Love is when you cry everytime he isnt around to talk to him when you need it most.
Love is when you cry during the sweetest kiss you've ever had.
Love is when you see a shooting star and just smile because your wish has already come true.
Love is when you cant sleep because your thinking about him too much
Love is when you realize no one or nothing else matters as long as he is around
Love is when you dont want to miss a second of his life
Love is when you want to experince life with him.
LOVE is the most amazing thing that God has created. I could sit here and go on and on and on about love.
Love is a strong word and the most meaningful word ever invented.
Love love love love
:) ALM
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Time out
God speaks loud and clear! When his child is falling, he speaks to rescue and save his children. It takes a very strong obedient one to listen.
As a child who loves the lord I heard God crying out for me. Not only that but I felt my heart becoming empty, because God was starting to disappear in my life. I was filling that empty was with other things that should not have been there.
Roger and I have realized that we have fallen away from God. Our desires are not there anymore, do because of that our relationship has started to faultier. We have decided to take a "timeout" and spend time with the lord.
I want to be in Gods will.
We are taking this time to pray about our relationship! And our relationship with God!
As a child who loves the lord I heard God crying out for me. Not only that but I felt my heart becoming empty, because God was starting to disappear in my life. I was filling that empty was with other things that should not have been there.
Roger and I have realized that we have fallen away from God. Our desires are not there anymore, do because of that our relationship has started to faultier. We have decided to take a "timeout" and spend time with the lord.
I want to be in Gods will.
We are taking this time to pray about our relationship! And our relationship with God!
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Its What You Deserve
Sometimes life will throw you curve balls. The question is can you catch them? Have you had enough practice???
Well I have been dealing with certain curve balls for quite sometime now.
Ive always grown up knowing we deserve the best of the best.
We should never settle for less.
a lot of these statements come from a girls perspective.
" A man should NEVER stop pursuing his woman"
"His woman should NEVER have to ask for a poem, flowers, or a simple date"
"A woman's confidence rides on the fence, because she never knows what her man is going to say or do"
"A Man should ALWAYS uplift his woman"
Why am I talking about all this? Well I have been noticing this in my relationship.
roger and I have a love for each other that's so unique in itself.
I just miss going on dates, getting flowers like i did in the beginning, i miss him chasing me... and him "pursuing" me.
I just want him to know i am struggling with this, and i have thrown up hints for ever and talked to him... but instead I get a poem from BOB Marley about I'm not the guy to send roses or write poems...... respect the guy I am.... Um no... you are not that guy, if you are then we got a lot of talking to do.
One day a guy will come by and chase a girl that he wants and I don't want that to happen to me and roger. But I have seen it happen to many times. and It has happened to me before.
I am just wanting to be treated like i know i deserve, and Roger does a very good job at everything, but we are still dating, we are not married, and i will not just sit here being bored, wondering what it would be like to go on dates or get flowers...
anyways maybe it is wrong for me to post this, it might start a fight, but i have to speak my mind. that's what blogs are for.
Well I have been dealing with certain curve balls for quite sometime now.
Ive always grown up knowing we deserve the best of the best.
We should never settle for less.
a lot of these statements come from a girls perspective.
" A man should NEVER stop pursuing his woman"
"His woman should NEVER have to ask for a poem, flowers, or a simple date"
"A woman's confidence rides on the fence, because she never knows what her man is going to say or do"
"A Man should ALWAYS uplift his woman"
Why am I talking about all this? Well I have been noticing this in my relationship.
roger and I have a love for each other that's so unique in itself.
I just miss going on dates, getting flowers like i did in the beginning, i miss him chasing me... and him "pursuing" me.
I just want him to know i am struggling with this, and i have thrown up hints for ever and talked to him... but instead I get a poem from BOB Marley about I'm not the guy to send roses or write poems...... respect the guy I am.... Um no... you are not that guy, if you are then we got a lot of talking to do.
One day a guy will come by and chase a girl that he wants and I don't want that to happen to me and roger. But I have seen it happen to many times. and It has happened to me before.
I am just wanting to be treated like i know i deserve, and Roger does a very good job at everything, but we are still dating, we are not married, and i will not just sit here being bored, wondering what it would be like to go on dates or get flowers...
anyways maybe it is wrong for me to post this, it might start a fight, but i have to speak my mind. that's what blogs are for.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
One more day
Tomorrow will be my last day at the chiropractic clinic.
Yesterday proved to me that I needed to move on.
Drama is not my thing and I will not accept it or deal with it.
Bishop told us " you deserve what you tolerate"
If you tolerate bad things being said about you, then you deserve it.
So I do not deserve being betrayed or having stress in my life so I will not tolerate it any longer!
I will miss my dear friends here, but there comes a time in life that you have to move on and it is now my time.
I am leaving on Friday on my cruise! I will have tons of pictures to post when I get back! :-)
I cannot wait to be full time at 2 girls and a spa! I get my own room! So exciting!!!!
Studying has been on the bottom of my list this week and I'm starting to panic, I gotta get back on it! It will be here before I know it!
Anyways I saw a quote today that I loved! I wish people were like money so I could hold them up to the light to see if they were fake or not!
ALM
<3
CRS
Yesterday proved to me that I needed to move on.
Drama is not my thing and I will not accept it or deal with it.
Bishop told us " you deserve what you tolerate"
If you tolerate bad things being said about you, then you deserve it.
So I do not deserve being betrayed or having stress in my life so I will not tolerate it any longer!
I will miss my dear friends here, but there comes a time in life that you have to move on and it is now my time.
I am leaving on Friday on my cruise! I will have tons of pictures to post when I get back! :-)
I cannot wait to be full time at 2 girls and a spa! I get my own room! So exciting!!!!
Studying has been on the bottom of my list this week and I'm starting to panic, I gotta get back on it! It will be here before I know it!
Anyways I saw a quote today that I loved! I wish people were like money so I could hold them up to the light to see if they were fake or not!
ALM
<3
CRS
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
I forgot
I forgot I had a blog......
This just goes to show that I have been way too busy.
Well lets start off with the most exciting. I got a new JOB! YEAH! On the 6th of October I will leave Alignment Chiropractic ( bittersweet) but Oh so ready.
I will start working at............................... TWO GIRLS AND A SPA on the 18th of October! I have already been working at their Dothan location on Friday and Saturday! Its hard work, but I love it. I will be working at the Daleville Location :) YES I said it correctly.. DAleville LOL Fort Rucker traffic. :) DUH
My body has been killing me for a week though. :-( but.. it is just something I will get use to, like when I started massage school.
On the 8th of October I will be setting sail to the BAHAMAS!!!! for 7 days.. Yes I am so excited! This Vacation is so long over due! I'm not going to do anything but RELAX!
My test is coming up pretty quickly (sigh) but... I'm going to kick butt! I have this amazing spa to look forward too and that is helping me get more motivated!
I'm not sure what my schedule will be over their. But I am praying I will be able to get off in time for church on Wednesday so I can continue to sing. :)
Speaking of that...its quite crazy right now, we have a lot of new singers and instruments. Its is very easy to have some type of drama... I wonder if this is Gods way of pulling me out of Drama. I mean it has already caused a few arguments between me and Roger. But A lot of that has to do with me and what a control freak I am when it comes to music. I have to keep reminding myself that it is a YOUTH band and I'm not a YOUTH anymore. ( sigh)
Claybank is this Saturday and I have a booth! Yes me... :)
Rachelle and I are going to be selling a few things. I just pray we make some money!
I'm selling feathers...( I keep changing my mind on how much) Rachelle is selling Headbands and Door hangers.
I hope it goes well. The word on the street is that everyone is selling feathers, but I'm not too worried about it, because I can sell them at the spa and at church soooo. :)
I got my hair chopped off! its above my shoulders! LOL but I love it!
Roger bought me the movie bridesmaids and the new glee season!!!! :) I love it! :)
Speaking of Roger.. we are doing good. we have had our moments this past month.. I'm thinking seriously about going to a couples conference in October..
Its hard to express our self, we both are not very confrontational people. so I think we tend to hold things in, and that's not a good thing.
also I think we need to re-light the fire. we sound like a married couple but we aren't. but even when you are dating someone, you have to pursue them on a daily bases. you cant just assume that because you have them that you will always have them just because of what happened on your first couple of dates. you have to work hard to make sure the fire stays lit.
anyways I'm babbling on and on... so anyways.
I am about to eat my breakfast (without the doctor finding out) because we cant have sugar in the office. ;-)
I will try not to stay away so long next time.
This just goes to show that I have been way too busy.
Well lets start off with the most exciting. I got a new JOB! YEAH! On the 6th of October I will leave Alignment Chiropractic ( bittersweet) but Oh so ready.
I will start working at............................... TWO GIRLS AND A SPA on the 18th of October! I have already been working at their Dothan location on Friday and Saturday! Its hard work, but I love it. I will be working at the Daleville Location :) YES I said it correctly.. DAleville LOL Fort Rucker traffic. :) DUH
My body has been killing me for a week though. :-( but.. it is just something I will get use to, like when I started massage school.
On the 8th of October I will be setting sail to the BAHAMAS!!!! for 7 days.. Yes I am so excited! This Vacation is so long over due! I'm not going to do anything but RELAX!
My test is coming up pretty quickly (sigh) but... I'm going to kick butt! I have this amazing spa to look forward too and that is helping me get more motivated!
I'm not sure what my schedule will be over their. But I am praying I will be able to get off in time for church on Wednesday so I can continue to sing. :)
Speaking of that...its quite crazy right now, we have a lot of new singers and instruments. Its is very easy to have some type of drama... I wonder if this is Gods way of pulling me out of Drama. I mean it has already caused a few arguments between me and Roger. But A lot of that has to do with me and what a control freak I am when it comes to music. I have to keep reminding myself that it is a YOUTH band and I'm not a YOUTH anymore. ( sigh)
Claybank is this Saturday and I have a booth! Yes me... :)
Rachelle and I are going to be selling a few things. I just pray we make some money!
I'm selling feathers...( I keep changing my mind on how much) Rachelle is selling Headbands and Door hangers.
I hope it goes well. The word on the street is that everyone is selling feathers, but I'm not too worried about it, because I can sell them at the spa and at church soooo. :)
I got my hair chopped off! its above my shoulders! LOL but I love it!
Roger bought me the movie bridesmaids and the new glee season!!!! :) I love it! :)
Speaking of Roger.. we are doing good. we have had our moments this past month.. I'm thinking seriously about going to a couples conference in October..
Its hard to express our self, we both are not very confrontational people. so I think we tend to hold things in, and that's not a good thing.
also I think we need to re-light the fire. we sound like a married couple but we aren't. but even when you are dating someone, you have to pursue them on a daily bases. you cant just assume that because you have them that you will always have them just because of what happened on your first couple of dates. you have to work hard to make sure the fire stays lit.
anyways I'm babbling on and on... so anyways.
I am about to eat my breakfast (without the doctor finding out) because we cant have sugar in the office. ;-)
I will try not to stay away so long next time.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Keeping you up to date
Good Morning
I have not posted anything for September yet so I decided I would :)
Today was the first time I have turned the heater on in my car since last winter. Its only September this is crazy weather. Im still white. LOL I would like to have a tan, but it doesnt look like thats going to happen. I guess I'll have to go back to using tan towels again. ( walking around smelling like burnt skin) why? you didnt burn yourself!
anyways the weather is amazing today! Not one cloud in site. Perfect day for a pic nic.
Im hoping to have one of those this weekend while im in montgomery! :) Roger is taking me to Church of the Highlands and then I hope I hope we go to Shakespeare park! :)
He is taking me to dinner and a movie tonight~ Im so excited! I love date nights! Im trying to figure out what movie to see. Lion King or The Help.
I ran (my shins are killing me) down to the peanut field yesterday while I was at mommas and I love it down there. One day I hope to have enough money to buy it. I would love to have a log cabin there, with cows and horses. :)
My goals - order feathers and have a booth at the Claybank Jamboree this year!
Pass my test!
Start a second Job or get a better ONE! LOL :)
HOA stuff is getting a lot better~ I still have a few people that I cant seem to get any money out of. But Im not going to stress over it!
we have a meeting tomorrow, so im hoping it will go good!
Anyways I am about to get off work! :)
HOpefully it wont be so long next time!
~ALM~
I have not posted anything for September yet so I decided I would :)
Today was the first time I have turned the heater on in my car since last winter. Its only September this is crazy weather. Im still white. LOL I would like to have a tan, but it doesnt look like thats going to happen. I guess I'll have to go back to using tan towels again. ( walking around smelling like burnt skin) why? you didnt burn yourself!
anyways the weather is amazing today! Not one cloud in site. Perfect day for a pic nic.
Im hoping to have one of those this weekend while im in montgomery! :) Roger is taking me to Church of the Highlands and then I hope I hope we go to Shakespeare park! :)
He is taking me to dinner and a movie tonight~ Im so excited! I love date nights! Im trying to figure out what movie to see. Lion King or The Help.
I ran (my shins are killing me) down to the peanut field yesterday while I was at mommas and I love it down there. One day I hope to have enough money to buy it. I would love to have a log cabin there, with cows and horses. :)
My goals - order feathers and have a booth at the Claybank Jamboree this year!
Pass my test!
Start a second Job or get a better ONE! LOL :)
HOA stuff is getting a lot better~ I still have a few people that I cant seem to get any money out of. But Im not going to stress over it!
we have a meeting tomorrow, so im hoping it will go good!
Anyways I am about to get off work! :)
HOpefully it wont be so long next time!
~ALM~
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