moving forward

As of now im heading to the last forward session of FORWARD11. So far it has been nothing but uplifting services. Our youth group REMIX is awesome this year. I have been truly blessed to have great girls in my room this year. (:
My number one prayer for this years forward11 conference is that our kids come back changed.

On a side note, I wish we could have stayed in a different hotel. Not a big fan of drugs and random guys walking around on the girls floor. The aweful smell of cigarettes and weed is not something I want to wake up to ever again. Lol

And now its time to catch you up since my last post.
Unfortunately I did not pass my test once again. I know I said I was through either pass or fail. But if you get another chance take it. So I have 1 more chance. I have until December. And during that time I plan on going up to school in Montgomery on my free weekends and studying with my teachers.
But anyways besides that everything is ok. Work is work.
Roger and I are great. He truly is amazing, I couldn't be happier.
But I will admit that I was tested so.hard on this trip. I felt like I couldn't pray or worship around Him which is really weird because I have never been that way around him. But finally whatever that was broke, so.im good now. Its such a great feeling to worship next to the one God has designed for you! (:
I can't wait to see where we are in a year! (: im so happy with him. He truly is the best! I could just eatum up!!! Lol

So another crazy moment that has happened on this trip. Brittany has not left my thought process and it seems like each speaker has spoke about loosing someone. And I would just cry right then and there.
Then I saw all these kids worshipping and I remembered how that was brittanys favorite part of camp is when we all ran to the front. And I was like I bet this is all brittany is doing in heaven!! How awesome. And then I couldn't help but think about what if she was here! And I just prayed for her and her families. Then when I opened my eyes all I saw were our BRIGHT YELLOW SHIRTS. So brittany! Thank you for smiling down on me! I love you and miss you!

So now im walking into the arena to save seats. Expecting God to do amazing things!

I love you all
~ALM~

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Study Study Study

As it gets closer to my test the days seem to go by way to fast. I want the to go by slow, so I can study as much as possible.
Today is Wednesday, this is my last day to study, because Im not supposed to study the day before the test.
Just sitting here thinking about it makes me go into panic mode.

On Sunday it seemed like I got hit so hard with everything. Church was awesome. It was one of those "Heaven on Earth" services. The part that was hardest, was when I saw Mrs. Kim with Pastor Anessa. This was her first church service since the passing of Brittany and Shep. I couldnt help but to weap the whole service. When service was over I went straight to her and hugged and loved on her for a while. Her heart seems so tender, and so brittle. But she had the strength to get up and come to church. Thats a big step, she is doing good. alot better than expected.

Sunday afternoon I had a bridal shower to go to and I felt so awkward the whole time. So I ended up leaving and I went to subway for supper and got home and I was sick the whole night :( I still pressed through and studied as much as I could.

These week I think I have study more than ever, kinda hard to say. But I have put in 3 to 4 hours each day. I just hope and pray it pays off.

I made up my mind on Sunday and I prayed to God that no matter what happens Friday with this test, that I am done! Pass or Fail. I will not take this test again.

I kept reminding myself of the scripture, for I know the plans I have for you! His plans may not be mine.

Im tired of stressing out of what im going to do with my future, or this test!

Roger has been a big help with helping me study! He actually doesnt make fun of me when I get something wrong, and he helps explain it to me. He truly is the best I have ever had! :) God sure made this one just for me! :)

So now speaking of studying, im ending this blog so I can go study on my lunch break!

~ALM~

Inside my bubble

So I just though I would catch you guys up on a few things.

Yesterday marked 3 months since Brittany and Baby Shep's accident. Its amazing how time goes by so quickly. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about them or their family. Brooke posted today on fb for the first time in a month. I can still hear the pain through her message. My thoughts and prayers go out to them daily. I know we will all get to see them again. I cant wait to see Brittany's Beautiful smile. and Shep's lil laugh. :)
I know they are constantly sending down love and comfort. And I pray they continue to do so. especially for the family.
Love you Britt and Shep!


My test is next Friday.....
Lets just say my heart drops in my stomach every time I say that. I feel that I could be more prepared, but I just don't have the time or the energy. I feel like I know a lot, So I'm just going to go in there with a positive attitude and Jesus on my side! I Pray I pass!

Roger and I are Wonderful! I couldn't be happier! He is such a wonderful man of God! :)
I don't think I have ever been this happy in my life.. its like everything is falling into place.
I was reading my journal the other night and all of my entries were sad love poems or love songs. One was a love prayer, and well I must say my prayer was answered! It pays off to obey God and to be patient! :)
I cant wait to see what the future holds for us! So much has already happened, I'm not sure if he realizes it or not, but I know that God has already started for mold us and shape us! :)
<3

I am back down to one job. lol
No more cleaning up after cats!!! thank god!
I haven't cleaned at the beach, because i have been studying so much for my test!

My best friend and I are so great! Caila is the best. We realized yesterday how close we really are. WE do everything alike! are boyfriends are even similar! LOL
anyways I love her!
moving on! I finally got my house clean and my flower beds redone! front and back!:) Roger bought me a water hose like i wanted! LOL he is the best! :)
I actually talked to my neighbor last night for a long time, we actually have a lot in common! he seems like a pretty cool guy! :) glad to know I have a great neighbor! :)

Anyways I better get back to work! :)

Oh P.S Im going to see Lady Antebellum Saturday!!! :)

~ALM~