Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Just to hear

Sometimes it's nice to hear your needed.
Sometimes it's nice to hear your loved.
Sometimes it's nice to hear your beautiful.
Sometimes it's nice to hear you did a great job.
Sometimes it's nice to hear that your good at something.


We all need someone to give us upliftings, some need to gear it more than others.
When we strive to be good at something, it's nice to hear how you did.
When you have a passion for something the last thing you want to do is stop doing it.


It's hard for me to ever imagine myself not singing. Singing is the gift God has given me. I have had more heart ache and strife when it comes to me sharing my gift that God has given me!
I have given up and quit so many times. I refuse to keep doing that. That's what the devil wants me to do and I refuse to let him win!
~ALM~

Monday, August 15, 2011

Whats happenen

Its been a while since I have written a blog. I have gone to start one and sat in deep thought for oh.... about 5 minutes and then walk away. So instead of doing that today I decided to write. I'm sure I can find some interesting things to tell you. :)
I manage to stay up 24 hours for our all girls lock-in! That was very hard. But I loved it! To see God move in those girls lives that night was priceless, it left me speechless. Just to know the feeling of obeying God and watching him blow your mind it indescribable. he totally exceeded my expectations. I was so happy that it turned out the way it did.
I introduced our all girls group! Extravagant Grace They loved it. since then i have started a facebook page and i give them daily devotionals to go in and read. So far its been great. I cant wait to start planning something for them to do in September.

I have taken over the HOA dues of Brent wood Village ( Sigh) LOL why the sigh must you ask... well its just a difficult story. Lets just say I'm all game for changing things, and I already have made a huge change by just taking charge. the sigh is for the Ole lady in APT L. My goal is to win this battle with her. I actually have an attorney working on all of it for me. So I can only wait patiently.


Our youth group has alot of exciting things about to happen in the near future. We are starting 5th quarters after the football games. we have 2 concerts we will be involved in and tons and tons of rallies and camps. I'm so excited to see God work in our youth.
I'm just sad because I know it is getting to that time to where i might have to step out of band and step into my studying. :( I don't want to quit the band. but I gotta do what I gotta do in order to pass my test, because after all this is the last time for me to take this test!
Singing is my everything. so I'm hoping that God will work something out so that i can still sing! :)
Roger and I are great! He just bought me an iPhone and put me on his plan! ( so I'm stuck with him for 2 years now LOL) I have learned a lot about relationships and love since we have started dating. God has opened my eyes to a lot. and he is changing me on some different areas that needed to be worked on! But yes about Roger! I love him and he is GREAT!

Work is going good for now. I'm still looking for a 2nd job or a totally new job. Because I do not want to move back home, or rent my house or get a roommate!!! I have to find something that pays more. But until I pass my test or take my test, I'm just going to try my hardest to work 40 hours ( if the boss will let me) and then try to do some stuff on the side. I have already gotten rid of one bill, and tomorrow i plan to cut off my cable and Internet. ( but I know that it will work out) I'm not going to stress anymore. I know that God will help me.


Haley turned 16! I cant believe it! She is growing up so fast. But I can honestly say I'm proud of her and the woman she has become. :) She still has a lot to learn, but it could always be worse.

Roger and I are more than likely going to see his momma this weekend at the beach. Of course the nerves are already kicking in just thinking about it. Ahhh but I'm ready to get away and spend some time with my cutie of a boyfriend.

So anyways... I have nothing left to do at work and its only 10:20 :( ughhhhhh

My friend T-mac is leaving for ministry school in a couple weeks. I went to hear him preach last night. He did very well. I can wait to see what he is like when he comes back in 2 years :P

okay well I'm going to go find something to do. :)

~ALM~